I'm totally prepared to lose my bro.. sooner or later.

He is really hopeless now, good luck to him then, with his 369 friends, or whatever gang.

I just broke down and.. im at a loss.

Why can't he be just a normal bro?

Why can't he not go astray?

Why can't he just go through sec school normally?

Why can't he just understand the situation the family is going through now?

WHY?!

If i really lose him.. I guessed i'll be prepared.